count yr blessings

All the flashes of memory from today keeps me wide awake at 1:22am. That means I have less than 8 hours of sleep left. darn...Too much activities in one day is making me feel really tired and yet the same time wide awake. And slping on the floor for the 3rd nite is not helping matters. Sigh~ All the questions of how to shape the story, what shd i do tml to make up for the shoots i didn't take today and many many other qns and images keeps playing pause rewind play in my mind. Rah...

And matters from home are not sparing shi ting's little mind too. Thanks for the muscular arm pulling me up and giving me a hand. Oh and reminding me to take a breath and relaxxxxx. ;)

And before i forgot why I put 'count yr blessings' as the title. After having close contact with pple who fall off the fringes of society and losing control of oneself, i, all the more, feel like life is so frigging unpredictable and in a snap of the finger, everything could crumble. To the point of inrecognition. To the point of incoherence. To the point of utter insanity inducing fear.

No matter what i have to go thru or whoever has to go thru in life everyday. No matter how much injustice or suffering or unhappiness one has to go thru day in day out. Still, feel blessed that u are what u are now and what u have now. Treasure it. Cos' u never know how very bad it can get the next minute.

1:38am shi ting will probably have to survive on 2 cuppas tml instead of the usual 1.